Monday, January 08, 2007


Hello everyone. If you are reading this its means that you are either extremely bored or that maybe you actually do like me as either a friend, family member or maybe more than that. Well let me tell you first that I would like to thank you for caring about me. But what i really want to say is this. Most of you people may have noticed that i have being a bit down for the past couple of weeks for a reason that i rather not talk about. Well I have made a decision that may not be appreciate by some people. Well you know what? FUCK YOU!!! As you can tell i am quite frustrated. You may think you know me but do you really? All my life i have been pretending to be someone im not. Pretending to like something, prentending to hate something and for what? Just to feel fucking accepted and have friends. Well from now on im done with pretending. Im finally going to give my own fucking opinion and if you dont like it well stuff you! And if you dont like me anymore because i like this and i like that well thats you problem not mine. Yes im listening to Britney Spears at this right moment so what get over it! Yes i do think that shes not really respectable and can be quite trashy but i dont care i like her music. Im not a fan as i used to be as a kid but i still listen to her when i feel like it. So if you now think im a loser and that you dont ever want to talk to me well so be it. Im just fucking sick of it. I mean i shouldnt be pretending to be someone else just to feel accepted by people. And if it means having a reputation of a loser and be a loner and have no friends then so be it. If you dont like me for who i really am than fuck you! All my life ive been pretending to be someone im not and im sick of it! IM FUCKING SICK OF IT!! I think this year is going to be really different not only for me but for people around me. Well thats all i wanted to say.
Thank you for listening i really needed to get that out of my system.
Goodday

Monday, December 18, 2006


Greeting to all! I havnt updated this thing in awhile. So have you guys been up to lately? Anything interesting? These holidays are so boring/depressing. EVERYONE is depressed -_-'. Anyways now the reason why i am writing this entry. As most of you people know i have a myspace. And i reached the maxium number of pictures allowed on my profile which is 100. NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Alas! i had a solution! I deleted all of my random pictures and put them on my deviant art account! So if you guys would like to look at my photography skills (lol not really) go on my deviant art profile which is:

http://apple-girl91.deviantart.com/

I hope you enjoy it.
Thank you for your visit and LEAVE A GOD DAM COMMENT!
Thank you and goodnight...

Wednesday, November 29, 2006




Greeting to all I havnt updated this in awhile. So how are you all? Im alright. OMG 2 DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT!!!!!!!!!! XD!!! WOOT WOOT!!!! And then i'll be in senior!!! Oh Yeah! Im in maths right now and Mr.Kyler is a noob! Ha he gave me a D+ when i was meant to get a C! GOSH RUDE!! Hehe dont mind me im a bit high on... i dont know all i had today is an apple so i guess im high on an apple. I had hail last night! hehe omg yesterday it was so freaking hot and now its cold. WTF?! Hahaha i just typed in myspace into the search bar of deviant art and i found an emo version of the simpsons. See <- Haha random but funny. I have media next. Omg i just realised its going to be my last lesson with Mr.Smith as my media teacher EVER!!! Hes leaving! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! DONT LEAVE SIR YOUR LIKE THE BEST!!!! No offence ms. Went hehe your a good teacher too but yeah. haha its i sound like a nerd talking about teachers. OOO i lobe this song. Opheliac by Emilie Auntumn. *dances* Thats right peoples LOBE! Because love its like so yesterday! GOSH! *sings* You know the games I play and the words I say when I want my own way, You know the lies I tell when you've gone through hell and I say I can't stay *dances*Heheh anyways omg to people who have been winging to me about getting a myspace. I did!!! Yeah i was bored one day at home when i was kind of sick *shifty eyes* and yeah i decided to make one. It took me like 4 hours to figure out how to change the background add music and videos >.<. It still pisses me off now when i want to add or change something >.< *sigh*. Anyways to the people who have myspace add me!! My name is "apple_girl" Thats right apple_girl! Dont ask its an in joke between me and Panda or Ashley Wilford if you dont know who she is. Anyways thats it for today so leave a comment and dont forget to add me on myspace. TA TA!!!
*~!Luv Lani!~*

Friday, November 10, 2006


Greetings to all!!!! If youve been to old blog you would know that this entry was on my old blog too. I am putting it on again because i think that that article was really good so yer. Have you guys ever wanted why we listen to good music (if you know me you'll know what is my definition of good music) and other people listen to crap!! I have finally found the answer. And here is where i have found it. Yesteray i went to the ABC Shop at indro and i bought the new edition of the Triple J magazine (good magazine but abit expensive $7.95). On page 12 there is an article call "Why popular = crap" by Craig Schuftan. Thank you to Mr. Schuftan we now know why some people listen to crap. Here is what the artice says:Why popular = crapCulture club's Craig Schuftan tells us why it's OK to hatr Australian Idol. The bad news is that protest music isn't doig anything for the world, either.Why do so many people like bad music? When you are arguing with yor flatmate about the music they are blasting out of their room at 4am or having a tug-of-war over the car stereo with your sister, sooner or later, you're going to need a reason why their music sucks and yours doesn't.The most common reason given is that their music is disposable pop crap, while yours is real art made by real artists. But is it really reasonable to assume that you and your mates know something about music that thousands of people around the world don't?It's an untenable position, and one guaranteed to turn you overnight into a Class-A rock snob. But the rock-snob attitude, the firm belief that 50,000 Elvis fans can;t be right - just because there's so damn many of them - underpins a great deal of indie music journalism. The man who did most to shape th belief that pop equals crap was a philosopher from Frankfurt named Theodore Adorno."No matter how their products look and sound, they are successes, listeners are forced to sing them to themselves, not only because the most finely tooled machinery hammers it into them, but because te monopoly of te sound film prevents all the other musical commodities, from which they might choose something else, from reaching them."No it's not a blog entry about Australian Idol; that's Adorno from his 1932 essay "On the social situation of music". Here, Adorno accuses the music industry of offering the public substandard? Because it's mass produced. According to Ardono, pop music uses repetition, both in the structure of the music (the recurring bassline of a hip hop track, for instance) and from one hit song to the next (putting the last line of the song before the chorus through the "intercom" effect) to appeal to the largest number of people possible.People who like pop music might say that's none of Ardono's business and that these songs just make them feel nice inside. But that's the biggest problem of all - Adorno says that music like this is lulling you into believing that the world is OK, when in reality we are living in a nightmare of alienation created by capitalism.And, just in case you were thinking that listening to Bright Eyes,Public Enemy. The International Noise Conspiracy or Michael Franti lets you off the hook because they are trying to make the world a better place, think again..."All objectivist music (that's you, Franti) has the intention of diverting attention away from social conditions. It attempts to make the individual believe he's not lonely, but rather close to all others in a relationship portrayed to him by music..."In other words, as long as you're sitting at home and singin along to protest music, you're actually feeling good about the world, because the song makes you feel that you're part of a community in which the revolution has already taken place. Meanwhile, you do nothing but buy more CDs and t-shirt, and the world stays as it is.This might seem a little far-fetched, but imagine if he's right? What if music, which we are usually led to believe is a creative force for good, has ben lulling us into a passive, coma-like state while the world continues to get worse and we do nothing? It's like The Matrix, only with alienation instead of actual aliens. Now that's worth fighting over the stereo for. Turn it off!!THE ENDWell what didu guys think of that. I thought it was apretty interesting article thats why i thought i will share it with you guys. Now tat could be something that you can comment about. Like what you thinkof this article. Start with that see how you go. Goodnight!
*~!Luv Lani!~*

Goodday yall! I just wanted to share with you one of my favorite fil which is Donie Darko. Donnie Darko is a film released in 2003 I think by writer and director Richard Kelly. The movie is a psychological thriller/science fiction film. It stars Jake Gyllenhaal as Donnie, Jena Malone, Mary McDonnell, Drew Barrymore, Patrick Swayze, Noah Wyle and Maggie Gyllenhaal. Donnie Donnie Darko's talks about alot of different themes such as love, sacrifice, existentialism and timetravel. The movie presents unexplained paradoxes and a cryptic storyline. It is set during the presidential election of 1988. It tells the story a teenager named Donnie Darko sleepwalks out of his house one night, and sees a giant, demonic-looking rabbit named Frank, who tells him the world will end in 28 days, 6 hours, 42 minutes, and 12 seconds. He returns home the next morning to find that a jet engine has crashed through his bedroom. As he tries to figure out why he survived and tries to deal with people in his town, like the school bully, his conservative health teacher, and a self-help guru, Frank continues to turn up in Donnie's mind, causing him to commit acts of vandalism and worse. It is a really good film and i would recommend it to anyone! It awersome. And a little tip if you are going to watch it, you should get the director's cut of the film. Its easier to understand it with its 20min extra of the film. It also has a different soundtrack. But yeah the director's cut is a better version. Anyways thats is for today. Thanks your visit, leave a comment and goodday.
*~!Luv Lani!~*


Good day to all! I have a tv in my room!!!! BOOYA!!!!!!! XD! Ive wanting one for ages! Finally. I only got a tv coz dad bought a bigger tv for the lounge room hehehe. I went to the year 12 drama night last night! It was pretty good! The first act was meh but the second act was pretty good. The interval was awersome coz there was fire twirling. XD! And may I say that there was alot of hot guys performing XD! And rhiain, kendall and jenny would know who i am talking about. lol. But yeah OMG rhiain is coming over tonight! Yay! Well if her mom says yes lol. Anyways i dont really have anything else to say so yeah. LEAVE A COMMENT PEOPLES!!!!!!!!!
Thank you and goodday.
*!~Luv Lani!~*

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

*~!Greetings to all!~*



Good evening to all! If you do not know me, My name is Leilani or Lani if you prefer, and this is me on the picture =). Welcome to my new blog "Death by Stereo"! I created this new blog as I was over the demon of crap lol. Anyways, Just like my other blog, this blog is going to be full of random and pointless crap. It can be usefull if you are extremely boring but other than that its extremely pointless. The only reason why im even going to make this blog and update is because i am extremely bored and not alot of interesting people are online so yer. Random fact of the day... I GOT AN "A" AT MY MUSIC ASSIGNEMENT! BOOYA!!!!!!! XD! And yeah that is it. Thank you for your visit and goodnight.
*~!Luv Lani!~*